I am psychologist now ( at least)
And sorry to say Jeremy, you do punctuate quite high on several scales:
Antisocial, you love to bash others for pleasure, lack of empathy and kill animals for pleasure, always upset against society or others.
Narcissistic, to your side, almost all on clothes business are... I also was but got therapy and get cured. Thanks God for helping me improve.
Passive agressive disorder, google about, always upset against all.
Maybe you suffered trauma, bad nursing parents, irresponsable ones and so on?
Bullying on school?
Hidden and denied homosexuality? ( no joking, might be a cause)
My speciality is trauma got by psychopaths and all the prior.
To help the inocent from the guilty.